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Cherokee chuckled.

  «Not much else to do but talk, when you get to my age,» Cherokee said. «Besides, men is the worst gossips there is, and that’s God’s own truth. Except for Silent John, of course. Talking to him was like talking to a tombstone. Don’t know how you ever stood it. The man durn near drove me to drink.»

  «I didn’t know you ever were around Silent John long enough to be bothered.»

  Cherokee bent down and fussed over her ankle before she spoke again.

  «Don’t take long for that kind of silence to wear on me,» she muttered.

  «I don’t mind silence. John loved to read, and he taught me to love it, too. Though I admit I prefer poetry to Plato.»

  Cherokee snorted. «I seen that trunk o’ yours stuffed with books. Waste of time, all of them, ’less they talk about herbs and such.»

  «In winter there’s lots of time to spare.»

  «It ain’t natural not to talk to folks.»

  «Oh, I talk all the time to myself and Prettyface,» Shannon said.

  «Sensible. Leastwise you get a smart answer from one of you. Ain’t saying which one, though.»

  Smiling, Shannon checked the water she had put on the stove. It was heating nicely.

  «How about some willow-bark tea?» Shannon asked.

  Cherokee grimaced. «Blasted stuff. Tastes like the bottom of hell’s own slops bucket.»

  «It would make your ankle feel better.»

  «Slops.»

  Ignoring Cherokee’s muttering, Shannon went to a battered wooden chest and lifted the lid. A complex, herbal aroma drifted up to her nose. The willow bark was easy to identify and not hard to administer. Other herbs were more chancy to use.

  A few were frankly deadly. Shannon knew which they were. She avoided even touching them.

  While Shannon made the tea, Cherokee reached under the bed and dragged out a battered canvas bag. She reached inside and pulled out a small, tissue-wrapped parcel. Saying nothing, she sat back on the bed. Her gnarled, scarred hand rested lightly on the parcel, as though it was a beloved pet.

  When Shannon brought the medicinal tea to Cherokee, the old woman ignored the battered metal mug and looked Shannon straight in the eye.

  «We got to talk,» Cherokee said bluntly. «No two ways about it. You’re a widow.»

  «You can’t be certain of that.»

  «The hell I can’t. I prayed over his grave.»

  Shannon’s eyes widened. «What?»

  «Autumn, it were. Night sky like God watching me, and that poor old mule all bloodied and worn from running down the creek.»

  Shannon’s breath froze in her lungs. Cherokee had never talked about how she found Razorback. She had just brought the mule to Silent John’s cabin, told Shannon that like as not Silent John would be late coming off his claims that year, and she better start rustling grub for herself.

  Then Cherokee had said that her true name was Teresa, so Shannon didn’t need to fear asking her for help if she needed it.

  «You never told me,» Shannon whispered.

  Cherokee didn’t even pause. «I patched up the mule and set out at dawn to backtrack. Trail ended in hell’s own landslide. I assumed it was Silent John’s grave.»

  «Why didn’t you tell me?»

  «No point,» she said tersely. «If I’m wrong, Silent John turns up in the fall. If I’m right, and word gets out, every man in Echo Basin goes to howling around your cabin. No good to come of that. A man with a stiff pecker ain’t no more trustworthy than a rabid skunk.»

  Shannon tried to speak. No words came.

  «An’ what good would telling you do?» Cherokee asked. «The passes was already closed, so you couldn’t leave nohow. Your cupboards was full. You was safer up here than anywheres, long as no one knew Silent John was dead. So I just shut my mouth and kept it shut.»

  When Shannon tried to speak, only an odd sound came out.

  Red appeared on Cherokee’s weathered cheekbones.

  «I shoulda told you ’fore now,» the old woman muttered, «but I get…lonesome. It ain’t like you had a family all pining and sighing for your company. Towns and such just ride roughshod over pretty young things like you. You was better off here, but if you knew Silent John was dead, I feared you’d up and leave.»

  «This is my home. I won’t leave it.»

  «But I was wrong to keep you here,» Cherokee said, ignoring Shannon’s words. «Purely selfish. My conscience stings me real good when I thing on it. I was going to tell you real soon and give you money to —»

  «No,» Shannon cut in.

  Cherokee muttered under her breath. Then she straightened her shoulders.

  «Things is changed, now,» the old woman said flatly. «You got to leave.»

  «Why? Just because I know what I’ve suspected for the last two years, that Silent John is dead?»

  «You got to git out of Echo Basin, and Whip is —»

  «Why should I leave the basin?» Shannon interrupted. «It’s the only home I have.»

  «You can’t survive alone in that cabin, that’s why.»

  «I’ve done it so far.»

  Cherokee grunted. «Silent John had enough food to feet three with some left over. You ate the leftovers the second winter and bought more. But not enough more. Look at you. Skin and bones and hair, that’s all.»

  «I’m winter lean. I’ll fatten come summer, just like all the other creatures.»

  «And if you don’t?»

  «I will.»

  «Blast it, gal. You’re too bullheaded by half.»

  «That’s why I’ll survive,» Shannon said. «Sheer stubbornness. Here. Drink your tea.»

  Cherokee waved off the cup. «I helped you the last two winters, but —»

  «I know,» Shannon interrupted. «I’m grateful. I brought your salt and as soon as the deer come back, I’ll repay the —»

  «Damnation, that ain’t what I meant!» Cherokee blazed. «Now you listen to me, gal!»

  Cherokee’s anger was unexpected. Shannon closed her mouth and listened.

  «Some men is better than others,» Cherokee conceded reluctantly. «Lots better. Leastwise, that’s what Betsy and Clementine say when they come to get their childbane potion from me.»

  Shannon closed her eyes. She knew the prostitutes sometimes came to «the half-breed shaman» for medicines; Shannon just hadn’t known what kind of medicines, until now.

  «I see,» Shannon said weakly.

  «Doubt it,» Cherokee retorted, «but we’re sneaking right up on it. Now, what we got to do is find you a man what wouldn’t shame a rabid skunk. This here Whip feller fills the bill.»

  Shannon started to object.

  «Shut your mouth, gal,» Cherokee interrupted, holding out the parcel. «This here piece of frippery was given to my mother by some fool man. She gave it to me. I’m giving it to you.»

  Before Shannon could say anything, Cherokee was unwrapping the tissue with reverent hands. The paper was worn nearly to transparency with age and gentle handling.

  But even the tissue wasn’t as delicate as the creamy silk and lace inside. Shannon’s breath came in with a rushing sound of surprise and pleasure as she saw the subtle sheen of satin.

  Cherokee smiled gently.

  «Pretty, ain’t it?» Cherokee said. «First time I saw you, I thought of this here chemise.»

  «I can’t take it.»

  «You ain’t taking it. I’m giving it to you.»

  «But —»

  «Hell, it don’t fit me,» Cherokee interrupted impatiently. «Never has. I’m too big. Never fit Ma, neither. Never been worn by no one.»

  Hesitantly Shannon touched the chemise. The cloth was as soft as a cloud. Even the deep lace that edged the garment was silky and supple.

  «Go on, take it,» Cherokee said.

  «I can’t.»

  «Sure you can.»

  Cherokee wrapped the chemise once more and held it out to Shannon.

  «You just put it in that deep front pocket of Silent John’s old jac
ket,» Cherokee said. «It will ride safe till you get home.»

  «But —»

  «Gal, I ain’t drinking so much as a drop of that there tea unless you take this.»

  Slowly Shannon took the package in her free hand.

  «Go on, now,» Cherokee said, taking the cup of medicinal tea. «Put it away.»

  Not until Shannon had eased the package into the pocket of her jacket did Cherokee drink the tea.

  «I don’t know how to thank you,» Shannon said hesitantly.

  «No need. I’ll feel better knowing you have it. High time it was put to its real use.»

  Shannon flushed.

  «No, not as a whore’s decoration,» Cherokee said, laughing. «As a satin snare for a man. Whip, for instance. There’s a man worth —»

  «No.»

  «Yes,» Cherokee retorted. «He gets one look at you in that little bit of satin and lace and he’ll forget all about hitting the trail alone. You’ll be married before you can say aye, yes, or maybe —»

  «No,» Shannon interrupted.

  Cherokee sighed. «Gal, you don’t —»

  «No,» Shannon said again, cutting across the old woman’s words. «It’s your turn to listen. My mother and I lived on the kindness of my uncle until I was thirteen and Mama died of lung fever. My uncle died shortly after. Then his wife worked me like a slave.»

  Cherokee nodded without surprise.

  «I was indentured to a tailor,» Shannon said. «I couldn’t leave the shop, ever. I worked there, ate there, and slept there. When the tailor got drunk, which was about twice a month, I fought him off with the shears I kept beneath my pillow.»

  Again Cherokee nodded, unsurprised.

  «One day my mother’s uncle came to town,» Shannon continued in a flat voice. «A letter I wrote to him when Mama was dying had finally reached him and he came to fetch me. He got Mama’s silk scarf and gold wedding ring back from my aunt. He put the ring on my finger. After that, I was Mrs. Smith.»

  «That’s about how I had it figured,» Cherokee said matter-of-factly. «No gal like you takes up with a man like Silent John unless she’s desperate.»

  Shannon’s smile was bittersweet. «Compared to what I came from, Silent John and Echo Basin looked like paradise.»

  «I always felt that way, myself. Except I come here older than you, and alone, and I come as a man. My pa was a Mexican and my ma was a rawboned Tennessee whore, strong as a mule and durn near as stupid. I been hired out to do men’s work since I was ten, been paid like a gal, and treated like trash. After Ma died, I just took out and never looked back.»

  «Nor did you look for a man to marry,» Shannon pointed out.

  Cherokee shrugged. «Like I said, I was full tired of being some man’s slave.»

  «Yet you wantmeto go looking for a man.»

  «That’s different.»

  «Yes,» Shannon said dryly. «It’s my slavery, not yours.»

  Cherokee swore and smiled at the same time. «You’re always too quick for me. But then, anybody is, these days. I’m getting old. This blasted ankle ain’t healing worth a handful of spit. I’ll be lucky to hunt for myself this summer, much less for you.»

  «Then I’ll hunt for both of us.»

  «Gal, you’ve got sand enough for three men, but you’re mighty thin beer when it comes to hunting.»

  «I’ll get a lot better before the end of summer.»

  For a long moment Cherokee’s dark eyes searched Shannon’s face. Then Cherokee sighed and said no more on the subject of men and marriage and survival. She simply shook her head. There wasn’t enough time between now and winter’s famine for Shannon to learn how to hunt well enough to feed two people.

  But Shannon would have to discover that for herself, because she wasn’t listening to the older woman’s advice.

  Cherokee could only pray that Shannon wouldn’t learn too late, after the high pass over Whiskey Creek was closed by snow. Then every living thing left in Echo Basin would be locked in until the pass opened, or they died of starvation.

  Whichever came first.

  4

  It was sunset by the time Shannon wearily dragged herself to the top of the steep, rocky rise that overlooked her cabin. From where she stood the cabin was nearly invisible, shielded from the clearing by tall firs and half buried in the mountainside itself.

  Rarely had to clearing looked so good to Shannon. The hours since she had left Cherokee’s cabin had been spent hunting food. All Shannon had to show for her work was a tired body and a stomach that was growling loudly enough to draw curious looks from Prettyface.

  «Take it easy,» Shannon muttered. «I’m not going to catch you and skin you out for supper.»

  Prettyface waved his tail and licked his chops.

  «Don’t look at me,» she said tiredly, rubbing the dog’s head. «If you’re hungry, go catch something. And this time, make it big enough for both of us to eat, okay?»

  Because Shannon was alone, she made no attempt to hide her hunger and fatigue. Her posture and her tone of voice showed just how worn out she felt.

  Other than a few scraps of jerky just after she had gotten up, there had been nothing to put in her stomach all day long. The jerky she had stuffed in her pocket that morning had ended up in Cherokee’s soup, along with whatever tender greens Shannon had found growing near the old woman’s cabin.

  It was a better dinner than Shannon would have for herself. She had been hunting ever since she left Cherokee’s cabin. But no matter how hard Shannon had tried, no matter how stealthily she had followed tracks, the deer always fled before she was close enough to risk shooting one of her few precious shells.

  Glumly Shannon started picking her way down the rise where the back wall of the cabin was the mountainside itself. Somewhere beneath her feet was the cave where a hot spring breathed warmth and moisture into the darkness, but no sign of that showed on the surface. Off to the left was a pile of jumbled rocks where Silent John had dug out a second, hidden exit to the cabin. Nothing of that showed on the surface, either.

  Prettyface trotted ahead of Shannon, sniffing the wind that swirled through the clearing. Suddenly the hound froze. His ears flattened to his skull and his lips lifted in a soundless snarl.

  Instantly Shannon put her back to a tree, raised the shotgun, and began searching the area ahead, her weariness forgotten.

  Prettyface reacted like that only in the presence of men.

  Someone was near her cabin. Perhaps even inside it, hiding, waiting for her to walk in unawares.

  Trying to make no noise, Shannon angled down the rocky, wooded rise. When the ground flattened, she began circling the cabin without ever leaving the forest.

  Prettyface showed no interest in any of the scents he found along the way. Only the cabin held his attention.

  When Shannon finally circled to the far side of the clearing, she found out the reason for the dog’s reaction. A freshly killed, fully dressed-out buck was hanging from the crossed logs at one corner of the cabin.

  Silent John had used the same logs to hang game on while he sliced it up to be dried.

  «Silent John?» Shannon whispered.

  Suddenly Prettyface whipped around and looked back up the steep rise that they had just descended. His ruff stood on end.

  Shannon turned and looked, too. There, silhouetted against the crimson and orange of sunset, was a man on horseback. The breadth of his shoulders was unmistakable to Shannon, as was the shape coiled around his right shoulder.

  Whip.

  He tipped his hat to her, then reined his big gray horse around. Moments later he vanished down the far side of the rise.

  Though Shannon waited for a long time, breath held, Whip didn’t reappear.

  Finally Prettyface yawned, prodded Shannon with his nose and looked longingly toward the cabin.

  «All right, boy. Guess Whip knows better than to come back now that we’re onto him.»

  As she spoke the words, Shannon told herself that she wasn’t disappoint
ed that Whip had gone.

  But she knew that she was lying.

  Shannon also told herself that she would leave Whip’s gift to rot where it hung.

  But she knew that was also a lie. She was too hungry, and the little bit of flour she had brought back from Holler Creek would be gone all too soon.

  Half grateful, half angry, thoroughly unsettled, Shannon went to the cabin. She pulled Cherokee’s gift from her jacket pocket. The chemise gleamed through an opening in the tissue.

  Hegets one look at you in that little bit of satin and lace and he’ll forget all about hitting the trail alone. You’ll be married before you can say aye, yes, or maybe.

  A curious, tingling sensation went through Shannon at the thought of wearing the chemise, feeling its cool softness against her breasts.

  «Would I look pretty enough to hold him?» Shannon whispered. «And would he be gentle with me?»

  There was no answer but the echoing silence of the cabin. Quickly Shannon put away the gift and went about dealing with another gift — Whip’s buck.

  Soon the first real meal Shannon had sat down to in months was steaming in front of her. Despite her hunger, she ate carefully, savoring every delicious bite.

  The deer was only the beginning of Whip’s gifts.

  When Shannon woke up the next morning, she found two burlap bags hanging from a tree limb near the creek. The first bag was full of dried apples, sugar, cinnamon, and lard. The second bag held the supplies she had left behind in Holler Creek, and more besides.

  Shannon resisted the temptation for several hours. Then she decided that she could make better use of the supplies than whatever varmint managed to climb the tree and get the bags for itself.

  Decision made, Shannon wasted no time in getting an apple pie baking. And biscuits. And bread.

  When Shannon went to Cherokee’s cabin to share Whip’s bounty, she sensed that she was being followed. It was like a prickling just under the nape of her neck, a shivery animal awareness that she wasn’t alone.

  Yet every time Shannon whirled around, hoping to catch a glimpse of Whip, there was nothing behind her but rocks and trees and a wild highmountain sky.

  Nor did Prettyface ever scent Whip the entire way to Cherokee’s cabin.

  «Come in, gal,» Cherokee said, opening the door.